The Shattered Silence

The deepest longing was at hand,
Anger and hatred developed within.
The depths travelled a million miles in,
Yet here I am, speechless and thinking.

For the whole of humanity, I raise it
To express the emotions that I've felt.
The termination of those,
And the destruction of the hostiles.

For thee I've changed,
Though you didn't answer yes.
I thought that I was once happy,
And that made me tough, though.

I tried to give you everything,
But I can't find reasons to say.
I felt it only deep within my heart.
The love and hatred keeps coming.

You are not mine now,
It hurts me so much to love,
I've raised my esteems to meet
My foreseen life, but suddenly all turned out.

My self searching for the truth,
But still nothing's there.
I'd just want you to know
That no matter what, I love you.

There was that someone,
Here, I can't spare a moment
To show her how much I care,
I tried to but she wasn't mine...